Friday, January 30, 2004
my very last hamster finally died. today when i came back see it lying on the floor of the cage, but had not died. its heart still beating at tt time. abt half an hour later, it died on my palm. saw it was strugling all through.
although death has become usual to me, but i still feel very sad. all my children ah. think i didn't treat them good enough. forgot to feed them sometimes. not change their drinking water regularly. didn't change the ' mu xie' regulary. all because i'm lazy. in the future if i think i cannot have mood or enough time to do all these, i won't keep pets. maybe they died on disease. but i dun think so. i really didn't take good care of them. irresponsible. in 5 years time i won't feed any pets.
although death has become usual to me, but i still feel very sad. all my children ah. think i didn't treat them good enough. forgot to feed them sometimes. not change their drinking water regularly. didn't change the ' mu xie' regulary. all because i'm lazy. in the future if i think i cannot have mood or enough time to do all these, i won't keep pets. maybe they died on disease. but i dun think so. i really didn't take good care of them. irresponsible. in 5 years time i won't feed any pets.
