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我又来做cca的东西了。我在boss没来的第二天凑合着作了一个，我找不到那张条子了~~~~~~结果就被勒令重做~~~~~~~唉。忘记要求了。
倒叙纪录。
刚才我去ps的competion judging 帮忙。因为我拿了这个的分，却什么也没做，今天是去找心理平衡了。我下了班赶过去，在safra,公开组还剩400张没有judge,学生组根本没开始，有1200张~~~~~~~~三个专业摄影是坐前边，后边是参赛的，来看judgement的。灯全关了，前面有个黑幕，上边吊个灯，把照片一张一张贴上边，三个judge打分，123分，好中差，然后按分再分类收起来，9分的进final,决定名次。当然所有的都会展出。我就在那边帮忙把照片从各自的透明袋子里拿出来，递给一个人，那个人搞清楚上下，把它交给另一个人，贴到黑幕上，所有的judge按钮之后会有个铃声，又一个人把它从幕上拿下来，再pass给一个人，这个人连同他的袋子交给另一个人写分，分会出现在联接的电脑上，电脑由一个人监看，然后交给再一个人，把照片张进袋子里，再pass,交给两个人把它们放进相应分数的袋子里。汗一个~~~~~~~~judge平均一个照片看5秒。1200多张看了三个多钟头。我也基本把照片看了一遍，我都看得出水平参差，尤其学生组的，有的真的不怎么样。由于太多了，好多主题重复，esplanade 夕阳朝阳云朵花朵树叶还有猫脸狗脸出现了n多次~~~~~~~还有的学校的就把‘新闻图片’拿来参赛了，我就看到了nj的，好像是sports meet还有orientation.我看出来了，好照片一定要主题突出，而且有个性，构图要好。照片最好清晰，要用模糊表现效果的话也要模糊的清楚。让人看不出照了个什么的也不好。有的第一眼看不出照了什么，看看能看出。如果发现‘原来是这个东西啊’，给人惊喜，就是成功。如果是‘原来就是这么个东西’，就是失败。其实最好色彩对比强烈，也是一般突出主题的方法。站了5个多钟头，累也累死。一结束，freshment也没吃我就跑回来上网了。
我现在在measure wall finishes,我算出来的数是1000，但是他们买材料的时候买了2000，我晕，怎么差这么多。师父特地带我去了一趟site,看看到底怎么回事，发现design改了好多~~~~~~究竟怎么回事不得而知了。再算一遍，按dwg.下个礼拜。
我师父真的病了，严重的感冒，嗓子也哑了，话也少了。他刚回来那一天，我身后的QS姐姐问他怎么了，他说睡觉的时候穿太少了~~~~~~QS姐姐大笑，说你裸睡啊?师父说，半裸，两点而已。露两点。
和我一起IA的rin,是个极像男生的人.我和她只见气氛很奇怪,工作的时候我从来不找她问这问那的,她总跑来问我,我们亲切热闹的讨论问题.每次下班时间到了,总是她先跑来找我一起离开.我们一起去汽车站,走五分钟,他从来不跟我说话,都是我先跟她说话,她才跟我说.这三个星期,我们已经把国籍问题讨论过了,学校课程,JC,sec school等等等等也都讨论完毕。没话说了。现在除了工作话题之外，真的没话说了。我找不到话题了。处成这样不容易了。rin也不是多话的人，有点cool,但是一说话往往就比较逗。他跟其他人话也不多，但是一说话明显就比我亲热多了，我觉得这是他们都是singaporean的关系。这就是谈不来的最好例子。再加上实际上我们两个本身话也不多，根本热络不起来。rin头发很短，每次都用gel之类的让头发竖起来。我相信她的头发比很多男生的头发都短。穿着也很男性化，比中性化还要偏男一点。胸超级平。几乎没胸。肩比臀宽。声音不粗，但说话很爽朗的感觉。走路架势怎么看怎么是个男的。总之，我觉得，她好像......一次她等我下班，靠在桌子旁低头sms,一条腿直，一条腿曲。我猛然觉得这是个男的。我已经想歪了，天啊，好硌拧，天啊，我太不舒服了，打住打住，就此打住。
我这两天吃疯了。早餐午餐晚餐 餐餐吃9分饱，有时候吃宵夜。中午canteen给的米饭暴多，因为canteen也要卖给工人的，米饭小山一样多。看我是个女的，卖饭的先把米饭砍一半，我还是嫌多，让他再少点。就这样，还比学校给的多不少。我明天开始绝食了。要不然我回家之前在涨十斤，我就完了。我发现今年的十斤长在小腹，肚子，后座和大腿上了。缺乏运动。我真是的。唉，绝食绝食。
我又忘了我要记些什么了。先到此为止.

er my boss still on mc, i dun have anything to do. i need the equipment.i go n finish my other things then, like cca stuff, and blog, and try to start my IA report. report is another irrating thing tt makes me headache. need to write a lot.

ok i talk abt what i see in this office. my seat area got QS and admin staff. the situation is, if they use dialect to express themselves, they won't use mandarin; if they can use mandarin; they won't use english. some can speak a little bit of jap.
the guy sit in fornt of me is IT manager, he can speak hokkien and cantoness.his dress, hairstyle, hair dye colour, all shows that he is a typical 'local singaporean'. juz like taiwaness describe this kind too localised ppl as ' tai ke ', think he can be named as 'xin ke' already. 'he is in charge of all the computer net work system. yesterday they moved server or what, i cannot understand what happened lah, their e mail system is down. everyone is calling him. his phone was ringing all the time, for the whole day. he quite not happy, talked to another person on phone, said 'how can i tell everybody the e mail system is down? i cannot send mass e mail'......so poor. today he shld be at the site, to slove the net problem. he quite short, think shorter than me, he ll get married soon, wedding is coming along the way. but often i can hear he talked to her gf on phone, shld be her gf, cos he said 'we all not kids anymore u know?' or ' what do u want on earth, tell me what do u want' or' why always bother me at this time? i annoyed.....' blah blah blah. seems to be her gf quarrel with him a lot. dunno. then they getting married. i got a strange kind of feeking.
the admin head's job is quite harsh i think. everyday there ll be workers come to ask for a easier job, or a better work position so not that tiring. they always say they got what kind of health problem or whatever excuses. he always need to deal with this kind of lazy ppl. sometimes he loses his patience, tell them 'there is no job for lazybones, if u dun wanna work, then u go back home'. but the workers still begging. he ll see if he can change work for those ppl, if not, juz say dun have then ask them to go back.
another admin lady, married, got a son. she is typical singaporean as well. gal type singaporean. quite noisy, likes to complain, says someone is not intelligent enuf or other gossips. i heard once when she talked to someone on phone, she said she dun what ppl from china to do what job, she simply juz dun trust china ppl. think she knows i'm from china, she lowered her voice when she spoke out that sentence. later she chatted with the admin head while working, said those jap ppl looked down on chinese, then we chinese must work hard to prove our ability. if u looked down on some one, there ll always be some one else looking down on u. but , i doubt some people from china din do gd job, or they juz have attitude problem. so partner cannot trust on them, they simply lose their reputations and credits. anyway, we china ppl also need to work hard. but i think this lady juz 'kinfe mouth, bean curd heart', she takes care of us, i mean rin and me. sometimes we take her car to go to the bus stop nearby when we all finish work.
the gal sit behind me is busy with measurement job recently, she nearly mad and become a little bit desperate already.cos the info is not clear, she keep calling the client to clearify something. when the construction rep came to find her, she shouted at him, said why u not state everything clear? make my measurement job tuff. of course she not very angry lah, half joking. she is nice too.
my boss, cute guy.some kind of sun shine and naughty boy. u look at him u won't suicide, he can cheer u up always. wahahaha.he very nice and helpful. big thanks to him. this type of ppl i like and appreciate the most.
hmm, i think the most imp. thing when we begin to work is: never fall in sleep in office, during office hour. bad image, shows that u not eager in work; bad attitude, give bad impressions to colleagues, not only ur boss. so, enough sleep in the evening is necessary. the 1st day of IA i fell in sleep for a while, cos i still tired, then immdly someone came to me and said dun sleep, not nice to see. sleepy then go outside to walk for a while or wash face. when u cannot concentrate on ur work, u can slack, chat, surf net, but not sleep. u must be awake all the time.
dun be late in the morning. once a month the most. better never be late. once a yr is acceptable. dun take mc too frequently as well.
work intelligently, diligently. be smart, observant.hehe, there is too much things to learn.
interpersonal skill is imp. which i dun have at all. be talktive, not only abt work, but other stuff tt can show u are a approachable person. ur talk better not boring, so develop more hobbies. anyway, i ll try to improve.

i really can see ppl are in diff. heirachies here. usually they look down on workers and general staffs, but give respect to those ppl in head positions. they give respect to those jap working here also, no matter what job they are doing. ya those japs are boss usually, some are engineer head or what what head. the ppl here talk to those workers in very impatient manner, very bad attitude. to japs they are quite friendly, even though their english cannot be understood, or they made silly mistakes. ok ok normal normal. juz give 2 examples, rin and me are from uni, we sit together with QS, but a guy from poly can only sit in corridor area, though we all doing IA here, and with same type of QS work. the other example: the admin lady gives training to a malay office worker, in order to save some time in typing and printing invoices. it is something abt accountancy. the malay guy really not very smart, has been trained for more than one week but is still doing the wrong things. he always forgot to put the sum fo money on top of the invoice, something like that. they laughed at him quite a lot, sometimes is like to play fool. last week the IT guy went to their table when the malay guy is practising, and the admin lady was guiding him. the IT guy said ' son, how is ur study? ' now is a joke still. but after that everytime when the IT guy see the malay guy,he call him 'son'. i dun think it can be taken as joke alrady,i feel not comfortable. sigh, sometimes, inborn intelligence is needed, hard working may not help. sigh.
ok i've finished what i wanna talk abt. think won't blog too much in next a few days. i ll keep quiet for a while. these days i talked too much. stop here liao.

hehehehehe,my boss is on mc today. he has given me measurement job last week, but he locked the measuring equipment in his drawer. today i can only shade those materials in diff. colours only. so i decide to slack for a short while wahaha.
recently got quite a number of cartoon movies. one is sth with little chick, one is cars or sth. think madagascar( spelling?) ll be a gd one. maybe i ll go cinema to watch.
yesterday i saw my neighbout posted sth on her msn blog. she said she juz watch tv and vcds everyday at home, or play mahjong. her mother quite fasion neh, go to learn qia qia (cha cha?) and GUO BIAO, and so on. dancing queen. haha. her mother feel she too slack liao, ask her to learn jazz drum. my neighbour, quite cute, active and talktive gal, went to take one lesson on jazz drum, then feel it is too difficult, at least she felt she cannot make it, then she gave up. her mother asked my neighbour to go together with her to learn dance. my neighbout went along with her mother, she said the distance bet partners is juz abt one piece of paper's thickness, but, usually, esp. for the fresh begginer, they 'save this piece of paper' (LIAN ZHE ZHANG ZHI YE SHENG LE). anyway, quite fun. her mother so MA LA!wa sai, i quite interested in jazz drum wahahahaha, envious leh. this kind of hobbie is at higher level than my mum's hobbie, TI JIAN ZI or TAI JI SHAN or dunno what kind of JIAN SHEN CAO. then i think my mum's kind of 'exercises' is better than not exercise at all, juz like LAO DA's mother, juz play mah jong everyday. but, still think mah jong is better than dun have hobbies at all. like my granny, juz sit outside and gossip with other BA PO in the near area of where we staying.
hehe, i go n do work for a while then.

我本来是要做cca的东西。但我发现我没带着那个条子。总之，白来了。
那么，记下来我要记的东西。
首先是大约两个月前，我在JE碰见了我参加的一个团体的我的group的leader。跟他随便聊了几句，然后就bye bye了。然后大约考试期间，他发来一个msg,问我还是不是我。我说是的，没有换号，有事吗？他说没事，说以后可能有outing.我说好啊。我也没太当回事。正当我要考最后一门的前一天，他发来msg问我考完了没有，说要organise outing.我说还没有。他说好，那就下下个礼拜好了。有过了两天，他sms我问最近又没有空出来单独见个面？他要问问我uni stuff 还有loan的事情。我说那好。我答应了。我当时觉得，那是个好人，以前一直很照顾我，当然我跟他也不熟。我是有一点怀疑他为什么要找我，这个团体里边比我熟的人多了去了。我后来想到可能take loan的没有，也许是这个原因吧。当然，我也有点小虚荣，联系联系感情，变熟一点，面子上也好看一点。呵呵。总之我就去了。就在某个Mc见面。我去得晚了，他在看一本书。之后一个小时内，气氛很好，我尽力的把我知道的情况说给他听，当时我已经有一点奇怪了，因为好像他并不是很认真在听，好像没有那么在意。然后又聊了很多别的东西，包括这个集体其他人的一些近况。我记人名及的还蛮长久的，比她都要强。还有他讲他回福建老家，老家很穷，他受不了那个环境。然后说北京超冷，上海黄浦江夜景超级美。还说他父母到他这里本来想生个女孩。我终于明白他为什么这么si si了。然后他说在中国也看到了什么穷爸爸富爸爸那些书。然后他讲到了大富翁游戏。然后说他看的这本书里也有个类似的什么游戏。问我又没有兴趣，说把他的书拿去读，反正我mrt上无聊。我说好啊，就随便拿过来了。然后他说他打工的这个地方星期四和天都有这个游戏，就五块钱，说我要是没事就过来玩。我有点觉得不对了，然后说我星期四太赶，根本来不了，星期天我搬家，没空。然后打住。我们就散了。我坐bus回pgp的时候他又发来msg,说帮我book 星期天的地方了。我说我去不了，不要帮我book.他说book一下没什么关系啦。然后就是星期五了，他sms说星期天你几点到什么地方碰他。我忍住情绪，说星期天搬家，去不了。他说不能星期六搬吗？不能下个礼拜一搬？我回说一定要礼拜天。然后他说，那我帮你推迟到下个礼拜四吧。这个game机会难得，都是uni students, 甚至masters来的。我终于忍无可忍了，说你帮我book是你的事情，我没有兴趣，也没有时间去参加你这个东西。然后他回到她没有force我去，既然如此，我们meet up你把书还给我好不好？我说你把你地址给我，我给你邮过去。这件事就此打住。我的美好心灵受了很大的打击。这本来是一个多美好的事啊，我帮了别人的忙，还联系了联系感情。变成这样，真恶心，我就跟吃了苍蝇一样。我都不愿意提起那个集体的名字，抹黑啊。我当时虽然‘身属’那个集体，但是精神始终没有融入过。不过，我还是比较喜欢当时的，其实他们人大多都很好，是我自己有毛病。而且大家为了一个目标努力，当时还是给了我很大满足感还有感动。这个人，想钱想疯了，估计他跟我提的某些人的近况，就是他这么设套得来的。
然后过了两天，我当时所在grp的另一个人，ll给我发来msg,说leader想outing,是想把我们集体带到他工作的地方，接受工作人员的洗脑教育，叫我不要去。当然我不去。然后又过了几天，同是这个grp的en给我发了个msg,说咱们自己outing,叫的是ll,lb,xf.这些人都是当初leader想集体骗出来的。en,ll当时算根我相对来说比较熟的了，我还在nus碰见过ll.en也是很照顾人的团队leader之一，当时也是很受他照顾。lb虽然不是这个grp,担任超级热情，超级好，当时对我也是很好的。xf原先一句话也没说过，只是她和ll lb很好。他们叫我，我就去。就是上个礼拜六，我们meet for lunch,2pm.先谈了几句leader怎么这样，en可是跟他最好的人之一啊，好朋友都这样吗？然后就开始谈自己的近况，其他人的近况。我们还拼凑了一个完整的八卦，就是senior和sa attach的过程。我提供了开始，因为senior和红娘还有我，都参加了某个welcome tea, 只不过后来我就没再去了，因为我课clash.senior和红娘就这么认识了。红娘是sa的sec school好友，也是lb的church好友。她贡献了牵线过程，其实是无意中牵的线，然后en和senior是非常熟的，他后来贡献了结果，大概是senior主动的吧。好玩。然后我还跟他们看了star war.对白有够古板奇怪。视觉等等还是不错的。不过我倒是想按时间顺序把star war这个故事看完全。看完了，就散了。以后相信也应该不会怎么联系了，如果不是leader这个事件，我们也不会聚。这个我心情倒是恢复一点了。这些平淡之交，人很好。至少还不是很多人都像leader那样的。谢谢他们。

然后谈谈我最近听说的某个人家境的事情。她的花钱量估计比我还要高，而且她家里没有限制，向我家里能给多‘少’就给多‘少’，至少给我一些压力，还没有那么放肆。原以为她家里条件很好，至少比我好，闹了半天似乎现在很差，比我差。似乎家里连鸡蛋都不太买得起。不过还是听她老说回家吃得怎么好，做头发之类的。她家的教条是，无论如何要先紧着孩子。这个，我觉得，不太好吧，由点太惯着了。怎么也不至于孩子‘绫罗绸缎’，家长‘挨街要饭’吧，我的意思是，家里生活水平，跟孩子在外也应该差不多吧。不知道这个人知道不知道家里的境况。
我有点感慨，从能记事起就被灌输家里很穷的概念。初中之前家里的确好像蛮穷的，从初中开始好一点点。十岁以前我妈还有做童装的兴趣，那个时候还好。然后就是能穿哥哥们的衣服就穿哥哥们的衣服，很难看，毕竟是灰色棕色，咔叽布的为主。偏偏班里有爱笑话难看衣服的人，搞得我很自卑。从小到大，冬天我都没有穿过大衣。也许就是这样，我特别抗冻当时。从大我八岁的表哥那里传下来的豹纹大衣，我从没上学起穿到六年级，过年穿。初中前两年长个，衣服有时候很小了，我还在穿。有时候做值日弯一下腰，肉就露出来。我妈非得等到过年才给我买新衣服，要不然就坚持过了这个冬天。校服有个呢子大衣，然后终于，初三春节，给我买了个大衣。然后我就来这里了。还有小时候，由两个冬天左右我都是穿单布鞋过的，直到春节。当时是觉得冷，可是傻，也不知道跟我妈说，就那么冻着，走回家脚都是僵的。a level那次回家，我问我妈，说当时我穿单鞋，你怎么也不管管我。我妈说，当时她没觉得冷，也就没觉得我冷。我当时没反应。后来想起来了，我妈穿的也是皮靴之类的不是，能有我冷吗？总之小时候因为穿着，自卑的紧啊。还有一次我爹给他自己和我妈都买了大衣，两个人在家里试穿。当时还给我爷爷奶奶也买了新的什么东西。反正就我没有。我当时还是挺伤心的，跟他们说你们怎么也不给我买点什么，我爹说你个小孩。小孩也是要点面子得好不，当时青春期，穿那么丢脸，很不高兴。小时候零食也不多，我还嘴馋，经常偷吃。有一次我想吃苹果，跟我妈说，我妈说第二天买之类的。第二天我问我妈说要苹果，我妈说没有。我说你说了要买的，我想吃。她说没有就别吃呗。我当时委屈的跑到另一个屋里去了，正巧我爹在另一个屋里擦地。看见我，就问我怎么了。我说妈妈说没有苹果。当时我爸心情不好吧，把我狠达了一顿，意思是小孩怎么这么不懂事，大人工作这么累之类的。当时我就哭了。没敢出声。当时那个年龄还是很怕我爹发脾气。后来大概是我爷爷第二天给我买了苹果。原先看到一个天涯帖子，小时候最傻的事。有个人写小时候去别人家看电视，有个什么动画片之类的最后一集，人家要睡觉了，他家长就把他带回家了。他大哭大闹，说问什么我们家没有电视。第二天他爸就买了个电视回家。后来想想，小时候真不懂事。
他们在物质方面对我很不注重，零用钱几乎没有，我去要也给的很少，每次去动物园老大他们家里都给20块，我家给门票钱2块-_-! 后来出去玩几乎都是老二接济，小时候加起来也能有100块钱了吧，那时候可不是小数目。她也不嫌我土，哈哈。她当时说，欠她的钱不要紧，长大了请她吃一顿好的就抵了。现在她是没有这么大方了，呵呵。
还有我从上了初中以后，衣服都是自己洗的。当时我家普遍还都用手洗。冬天把我的手给冻得。来了例假也是我搓好了，我爸或者我妈帮忙投。我手根本没劲，我就是没握力，搓不动，不太干净的说。鞋都是自己刷的，白网涂鞋粉或者粉笔。我来了这边，他们才买了新的洗衣机，脱离手洗。
不过我每次去游泳，旱冰，我妈都是很支持的，每次都给。因为是好的体育项目。我说买学漫画的书，我妈也给钱。小时候学画画，参加艺术班，我家掏钱也爽快。长笛也是很爽快地就给我买了。他们注重的是这个。
我也不会忘记好像是姥姥要不就是姨姨说的，当时小时候我妈为了给我买电子琴，瘦了十斤的事。低年级的时候我妈买了游戏机给我，我爸脸拉的那叫一个长。带子借的都是我哥的啦。我第一个电子游戏玩的是小蜜蜂一代和青蛙过河。我也记得，我爸去日本出差，带了十多包方便面，说没人请的时候就在宾馆吃方便面省钱。那次他去日本给我买了好多漫画用具，纸啊，笔尖网点纸之类的，还有好多毛绒玩具，还有小背包。
总之，他们还是很疼我的，但是希望我在物质方面不要那么铺张浪费，能省就省。我小时候的日子也应该算正常吧，只不过别人家太宠孩子了。再说我也知道当时身边更厉害的例子，饭是孩子做的，衣服全是孩子洗，因为父母太忙，而且身体不好。这才是真的不容易。
自剖完毕，回去睡觉。困了。我前天从9pm睡到10am,昨天8pm到6am.好规律啊。
下回记得写写我眼中的办公室各人姿态，还有点办公室哲学。哈哈。

i need to start new measurement job soon. but i need to use photostater to copy some dwgs in the 1st stage, but it is under repairing work now. so blog for a while, till the photostater is ready for use.
juz now there got a funny thing: i was sorting contract dwgs, then i went to my boss n said 'i cannot find toilet'. my boss gave a wierd face, he is a guy. then i realised what i said is so ambiguous, haha. i juz cannot find those dwgs of toilet.
it seems to be tt i got a lot to say these days, cos this period of time is really imp to me. hoho. wonderful memory ll be treasured by me, whole-heartedly. i wanna record all the things down, in case i may forget.
the photostater is ready for use now. later i ll go n join an outing, next time i ll talk abt the series of stuff.quite happening.

ok. it seems to be that my boss not going to give me work to do in short period of time. blog for a while then.
use english is not comfortable. i cannot express exactly what i wanna say. pls bear with my lousy english. really getting worse.
still forgot what to say.

ok 1stly that day moving house. thanx po. not everybody is willing to help me in that troublesome way. wake up at 4am, help me to move my luggage till abt 6am, wait till 8:30am then help me to put my luggage into the storeroom. i was not present when po moved my luggage into storage room. thanx hz also. althhough i din use ur help :) u always give help without 'invitation'. thanx. thanx a grp of ppl who lend me $, whenever in the past, present or in the future (hehe). some may not see my blog. not everyone is willing to lend such big amount of money to others as well. ok finally i moved into py's house. all these days i nearly din see other ppl in the house at all. usually when i left home, they sleeping. when i come back, they not ard. when i sleep, they watching tv. football match, and they shout, then i wake up in mid nite. these a few days dunno why i feel very very tired. think i used up my acculmulation of health. everyday if i can sit in mrt, i ll fall in sleep for the whole trip. sometimes sleep till the mrt passed clementi. then i have another 8 to 9 hours' sleep at home.still very tired. legs too heavy. walk very slow. ok next monday is vesak day, maybe i can have a gd rest.

left gathering, office havent talked abt. get a new topic, diff. parents. i think that one better use chinese to write. dunno when can i do that.

i finished today's work. i checked the rest of drawings, another 500 pieces. my boss juz under estimate my working speed, he thought i need more than 2 days to check those drawings, but actually i took one and half day only. but for sure missed out sth.i dunno. now feel like blind. i strongly agree with what rin has said: the dwgs are either too big or too small. wahaha. the small ones usually we need to take all the info from it, look thru them thoroughly.the letters, those shapes and details are too tiny. tiring to look at.for the big ones we need to take certain info from it, e.g. diff. type of doors. then we need huge space, to flip over A0 size dwgs. very scared to do this kind of stuff, quite easy to tear the paper. must be very careful. and as the dwg is big, we easily miss out some area, thus our results might be wrong. rin is counting all kinds of doors, she said sometimes she juz confused, forgot where has counted and where has not. confused with diff. types of doors as well. wahaha.

these a few days i did filing, checking thru dwgs, etc. what i feel is that i'm taking a module, but no final exam. even filng i can learn something, cos actually i look at those contents in the files, get quite a lot of useful info. pratical info. furthermore my boss givees me challenging qns to think abt. sometimes i know how to solve the problem, juz that i dunno how to express myself. my english getting worse. my lausy english. next sem i got to take a module called 'communication skills', hopefully it helps. at least help me to maintain my written english skill.
think these a few days may change my life. maybe it is another milestone. after i get into BU, i not sure abt the future. that time i thought of future job, 25% QS, 25% anyhow what, 50% dunno. now it becomes 50% QS, 25% anything, 25% dunno. QS job is dry and tiring. but everything is not easy, everything need to take time to progress. i really dun mind to be a QS once i graduate. think what makes my mind is this IA. my boss takes in part as well. my boss is really a nice one. i ll talk abt him in later days.

juz put here to remind myself: talk abt moving house, a gathering and what i see in this office next a few days.

ok. forgot what i want to say already.nvm. these a few days my life juz goes in repeated loop pattern. i feel that the 1st week of IA is extremely long, but now everything goes in certain routine, then the time goes faster. everyday i sleep earlier than 10pm. like yesterday i slept at 8pm. tired cos antie visit. reached home at abt 7pm, then bath, 7:30. watched tv for a while, then sleep. wake up at 5pm, eat whole meal bread,some instant soup, some grapes, one apple. at the same time watching tv. it is taiwan local tv series, quite long and dragging. but gd to kill time.
for the site visit, one consultant came with us as well. he wanna see the progress. then we talked about work, he said consultant is not a good job. ok ok. he said teaching job in uni or poly is easier and can earn more, but need to slove all kinds of qns from students. and poly students ask less qns than nus students, but nus students used to ask a lot of stupid qns. hoho. actually i asked quite a lot of qns when we walked in T3. i doubt some are stupid. ok i will be more obsevant. always study in school, but not go out and see around, it is really not good for study. bookworm only.
everyday when i enter the site, we need to pass a gate, which need to flash our smart card. sometimes workers are queuing to wait for entering the gate one by one, and the gate keeper usually let us go in 1st. we 'white collar' are in pirority. they juz treat those workers as kindergarten kids. i really not used to this kind of thing, like they divide ppl into different hierachies. still not feeling comfortable. ok got to work. stop 1st.

i finished today's work, my boss asked me to relax for a while. today i juz checked 500 pieces of drawings, if the labels amendments are correctly stated. eyes are very tired now.
last week we went to construction site. quite happy, cos no need to sit for one whole day. think last time i got a false info, actually the 'skeleton' of T3 has almost completed, i mean the concrete structure, reinforced.even the roof has been put up. that day we went to Basement area. B3, B2 and B1. B3 is mainly occupied by car park. there are 2 carparks at 2 ends of the whole building. they are connected by a tunnel express way, about 400m long. we juz walked though the tunnel express way, wah, it is so long, so empty, so .....grey (in colour,cos only concrete wall there). actually at that time i felt that the tunnel is abt 1000m long, but when i returned to our office, i checked the dwgs, it is only abt 400m. anyway, walk thru such a long tunnel, nearly cannot see the end, spent a tremendous time walking from one end to the other, so fulfiling. spectacular tunnel. haha.
all those M&E works are building up. B2, luggage conveyor belt is under construction already.
tmr continue. got new work to do.

过两天搬家不准备要internet了。工作的地方可以上，晚上估计就是睡觉为主。
我干的活马虎不得。睡眠一定要足。
第二天，我和另外一起的那个女的，rin先去听了site safety course.我们迟到了,进去就在最后的椅子上坐着,前面的各种肤色的工人们就回头来看我们,我们穿戴整齐,干干净净,非常不合群.这个东西就是一个工头拿power point在讲。这个工头口才是很好的，声音是分洪量，中气十足，还不断用华文hokkien 孟加拉话等等等等来几句.他本身是个黑色人种,印度或者孟加拉人吧.这种东西实际上很无聊,有种让人昏昏欲睡的感觉.但是这个工头很幽默,而且每五分钟就用他的大手拍一下前面的大铁柜子,哗啦啦,对我来说刺耳极了,他每拍一下我就哆嗦一下.他还走到下边来,拍每个他够得到的工人的肩膀,让工人回答他的问题.当然,这个行为有点像幼儿园老师教小朋友回答问题.他高兴了还拍墙,相声不刺耳,但是也很大,墙是复合板,因为是临时搭的建筑.讲到兴奋处用手拍screen,是个白板，磁铁性质的吧。说实话，除去别的不说，别的一概不考虑，我觉得他这个人很man.我很久没有见很man的男生了，似乎来新加坡以后就很少。瓦哈哈哈哈。讲完了工头问我们你们为什么要来上这个course?乖乖呆在office就得了。我们也要去site观摩的。之后我们去领了有公司名字的安全帽，安全带，还有boots.boots很结实，我受邀踩在rin的脚上，全身体重用右脚支撑在她左脚上，鞋面也没有弯，rin一点感觉也没有。呵呵，好玩。
我的boss,我现在管他叫师父，给了我一件事做。做T3 main building 1st 的flooring. 我花了一个下午，四个钟头，趴在not to scale的computer drawing上check diff. type of flooring,把他们用diff. colour pencil 涂在1：400的drawing上。tmd,这个东西太细致了，太detail了。完了之后我只有一个感觉，我眼睛要瞎了。drawings实在detail了，但是没有再用比A0 size更大的纸。就是这种情况下，标注还跟蚂蚁腿一样细。在明天开始又不懂用多少时间来算area.估计要算个三天以上。只是main building.只是1st floor.只是flooring.妈勒。电脑都已经算出来了，我现在是人工复查。
师父很好人。长得有点小鱼儿的感觉。有意思的是昨天他一只眼睛内双，一只是三眼皮，今天都变成双眼皮了。他昨天教了我一个很好的skill,在学校目前为止没有学到。今天又教了我很多东西。我现在感觉，因为我这个师傅，我IA不会白干。
rin比较惨。她的师父让她做contract.她做所有人的contract.上至project manager,下至workers。我就看她一会儿用电脑编辑，一会儿print,一会儿photocopy.做了两天了，还没有做完所有人的contract.可怜。这个东西没有技术含量，她至今为止是没有学到东西了。
最后报告一下，新的terminal 3共有地下3层，地上4层。现在为止B3的雏形出来了。B2只有柱子没有顶。contract上写的是2006 12 22完工，但是他们准备拖到2008年。完毕。

ya it is the very 1st day of my IA. i went to shanton way for a short briefing, then i had been told that my actual working place is at changi airport terminal 3. then we take a company car to T3.
i am waiting for my boss to come. then they ll assign work to me. the other girl come together with me is doing her job already. her boss is here.

ok. the good thing is:
maybe i can show off that i'm doing some work related to changi airport terminal 3! i take part in it! although it is simple work, but, i really take part in the construction of it. quite proud of. i am juz very ah Q.
the not so good thing is:
every day i need to wake up at 6am then take mrt to changi, then take shuttle bus to T3. work from 8am to 5pm. then i need to take bus by myself back to mrt.
the most important thing is: SO LITTLE PAY! any one can guess how much i can get for one month. feel like a donkey. whatever.

for some one who earn 1000 US$ a week, u must treat me all the meals in HK.

今天本来睡得早，被py的电话吵醒了，之后很燥热，睡不着。天气很热啊。屋里很闷啊。要设计建造出一个占地面积小，自然条件最优越，空间利用合理，价钱最低廉等等等等perfect的好房子，还真是不容易地说。看来我决定要搬到py他们家去是明智的，想开空调的时候可以享用一下。楼下tv room被占满了，沙发上全是睡觉的。

来谈谈一个不着边际的问题，偶像崇拜。这个学期经常去天涯八卦逛逛，看到了很多有趣现象。联系到一个身边的例子，就是近来从央视挑战节目走红的yclj.这小子已然红了，现在也算是在央视教育台有主持工作，听说有很多家电视台开了优厚条件想签下他，总之他前途不可限量。他有不止一个专属的fans网站。想当初隔壁班的小痞子，今天摇身一变也成了一知名风云人物，真是可叹。我要说的是这小子有两把刷子，很有些折腾能力，口才了得，比那些受过专业训练的人士甚至还要好，主要是反应能力极佳，懂得察言观色，在正在起步的一个‘主持人’来讲，相当不容易。人长得又不坷碜，比较幽默，放得开，有点浪子意味，这点个人魅力迷倒了好这口的小女生n堆。他还是很精明的，即使骄傲，也决不外露，给人的就是一个谦卑，除了在节目上有些油嘴滑舌，私底下很平易近人，低调的感觉。他的fans,也是可以，把他的个人资料翻了个底朝天。主要yclj在一中和他们大学也算是鼎鼎大名，花名远播，所以就有小道消息说他很花心。他的fans就不干了，驳斥这些小道消息，说yc哥哥决不是这样的人。更有甚者，把yc在他们大学bbs上替别人打抱不平说的一段话也copy了来，好像是他们学校怎么欺负一个人，该给的什么奖没有给之类的。fans们就又激动了，说yc哥哥果然是好人，仗义执言。我看了只能干笑两声。这么一个传奇人物，可不巧，你身边的同学中的好友，我不才，认识几个。最典型的应该是py，yc的英雄事迹很多我都是从她那里听来的。先说花心这个事情，他也算情有可原，至少还没有一脚踏两船，可是，换女友速度的确很快，在过去来讲。至于人品问题，这个很难说，先不说初中的时候他和他同学撬开老师办公室窗户改考卷，就说说他在大学贪污公款问题。利用学生会主席之便，贪污学校公款，全部用来请客吃饭为自己拉帮结派，小子赚得很啊，果然有一套。出了名，装出一副乖张的样子，讨得了很多小女生的喜欢。我只能说，这个人的确有两下子。这些成名前的‘污点’，以后怕是不会显现的，因为没人知道。
再来联系现实生活中的影视歌明星。fans几近疯狂。可是你们对你们的偶像又了解多少？在我看来，喜欢一个人的外表或长相，或者是喜欢他所表现出来的气质，或者他唱的歌，或者他演的戏，足够了。要是说喜欢他的一切，他一定很有品位，他待人一定很亲切之类的，她私底下也怎样怎样的，呵呵，yy成分居多。即使就是见过本人一面两面，又能说明什么问题？还是表面上的东西。有时候接触十几年，也未必称得上真正了解，更何况他们是需要注重形象和外包装的偶像？有的时候这些偶像犯了错，fans们又哭着喊着说我们XXX一定是无辜的，他这么单纯，这么像小孩子，人这么好，连个蚂蚁也不忍伤害，怎么可能犯错？无语啊无语。照这么来看,能吃演艺这碗饭的全是圣人.
这点上f四里边姓朱的那个，我觉得有点意思，给个link大家看看。http://www.tianyaclub.com/New/PublicForum/Content.asp?flag=1&idWriter=0&Key=0&idArticle=33610&strItem=funinfo
fans对他说，我们了解你，我们支持你。朱先生说‘说实话，我不认为你们会了解我’。exactly.哈哈。